So, it may not be normal to kiss 2 guys on the same day, and then start rotating each guy every other day- but I'm doing it, and it isn't the first time. Welcome to my blog.
Both are great guys and I cant decide which one I like better, probably because they are both relatively new in my life. Guy number ONE- great guy. He's mastering in music, he's an organist. To me, he looks kinda like Jason Mraz, with the personality of Jim Carey and the voice of James Stewart. We always do fun things together, we have friends that we always do things together with. But sometimes I wonder if he is too much. Also- slobbery kisses. Some times I look away and imagine a dog is slobbering all over me in this short suction cup kind of kiss. I want to say something but I don't want to hurt his feelings.
Side note: I watched Abduction tonight with him- omg that movie.. horrible plot, confusing, and I will never get those hours back in my life.
Anyways- then there's Guy number TWO- hes the more recent of the two and the chemistry is a-boomin'! Very smart and attractive, and how could he not know it. I dont like dating hott guys- here are my reasons: 1. stuck up 2. higher possibility to cheat on you (girls flaunt themselves, used to lots of attention, always looking for the greener side, etc..) 3. no personality (didnt have to try like a short or ugly guy who did and now are funny and awesome). But through all of this, I want to give him a shot. He's a nerd and seems like he's into me and I like him so far, but I'm not letting my guard down yet. I'm not stupid! He loves playing guitar and working with music and computers. Hes a pretty dang good kisser too, am I surprised? A little dry though in comparison to guy one. I realized why he always wants gum when we hang out- I can still smell him; breath not so hott. Anyways- to sum it up: I like him a lot, but don't trust him yet.
So knowing from past experiences, I need to choose one soon. I got in too deep before and got hurt. This arrangement is dangerous, but still do-able.
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