I dont know what it is with break ups that make guys use more spit when they kiss! First off, kissing me more after saying there isn't a connection for me is not going to make me want to change my mind! Secondly, I can feel my pores clogging with saliva and start to itch drives me up the wall! Stop it! I want to yell at him but I'm pretty sure hes going mac hard is cuz he thinks he'll win me over with his sex appeal and suction cup kisses. I think I hate that more than anything. I kept looking around with that annoyed defeated stare thinking, "sucks to be me right now". I tried to be nice by saying that I just plain wasn't feeling it anymore and him saying, "okay, call me on valentines day and well work something out." I Don't Want To Go Out With You On V-Day! man, I feel kinda bad about that but I dont wanna fake it with a guy and then lead him on and have a harder break up.
Just the thought of the other guy, who I went out with last night makes me happy. I had such a good time. Best night with him so far. We went rock climbing, then when home dressed up and went out to eat, then came back for a little "spanky time" (making out) and then we went hot tubing. We made up this story about how we just got married in Vegas about 3 weeks ago because we couldn't wait anymore and were planning on getting married in the temple in the summer. We said we hadnt told anyone yet cuz both our families were crazy and we felt ok about telling them because we didnt know them. OMG it was so funny! we were acting like newly weds, it was so awesome! and then we went home and had some more spanky time and watched nacho libre and then talked/ slept in my bed till 4 and he left after making plans to watch the sunrise in the morning. so hott, except i slept in a half hour after it came up and woke him up just in time to go to work, (saved the day). It was one of those dates that made me smile all day afterward :)
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